I Survived, But My White Moonlight Died

[One-on-one romance, updated daily] Qing Lanyu has died once. When he wakes up, he remembers something terribly unfortunate: he cast a Last Words Curse on himself! A Last Words Curse delivers the dying person's final words to the last person they saw, three days after their death. As he lay dying, Qing Lanyu was sobbing and overcome with emotion. Somehow, he used the curse to write a love letter, afraid that once he was dead he wouldn't be able to express his overwhelming feelings. The letter went on and on, brimming with emotion and full of sappy declarations that would make even young people blush. “I love you” and “You love me” rolled effortlessly off his tongue. Then he found out that the last person he'd seen before dying was none other than the one he loved from afar. He also never expected that this beloved man would bring him back to life not long after his death. What he least expected was that before he could get an answer, before he even learned whether the other man would say yes, his beloved died himself. After all that dying and coming back to life, Qing Lanyu decides to cut straight to the chase and sets out to find his husband, swearing to search heaven and earth until he gets a clear answer. But, O gods and Buddhas above, I never did anything to that beloved man, so why are the two children he left behind looking more and more like me? . 150,000 words already written; updates daily . As is customary, this has a happy ending . Even if it's not to your taste, please don't yell at me, okay? Pretty please! Theme: By lamplight, beneath the moon and among the flowers, the shadows intertwine. Ten years have passed, and my heart has held you all this time.