Remorse

Love stories, redemption stories, secret love stories Protagonist 1 Lu Chuan Protagonist 2 Shen Yu CP name Chuan Shen They are four years apart in age and not related by any blood. No bad guidance! The introduction of the text is as follows: My name is Shen Yu. I originally had a very good family, and my parents loved me very much. Everything changed when I was 10 years old. My parents died in a car accident. I lived in a world of pain that year. Later, my grandma took me back to my hometown. She also knew that I was in pain, and she changed her tricks every day to coax me. She would give me delicious food, buy me whatever I wanted, raise me well, teach me a lot of knowledge and principles, and I would also listen carefully. This is basic respect. I gradually became more confident and cheerful. Sometimes I would accompany my grandma to work in the fields, and my grandma liked me more and more. Happiness always comes in a hurry, but pain makes me remember it very clearly. When I was 16 years old, I was doing homework at home, and my grandma never came back. If she had been back long ago, I was a little anxious and went to look in the field, and found grandma lying on the ground, not moving. I stepped forward and touched her body. The ice was very hard, and there was only one sentence left in my mind: My grandma is gone, and I have no relatives. Later, I found out that my grandma had a heart disease and would sometimes take medicine at night. The medicine was very bitter. After taking the medicine, she would go to the street to buy it by herself. She never told me. I hated myself for not knowing earlier. Later I dropped out of school because I couldn't afford the tuition. I worked in a milk tea shop again. The salary was not high, but the boss was very nice and would treat everyone to dinner. The boss also knows about me and takes good care of me. He brings me breakfast every day. I am also very grateful to him. I thought I would spend the rest of my life like this, but when I was 19, I met a little brother. When I met him for the first time, he squatted at the door of my house, dirty, and his face was dirty. I asked him: "Little brother, why are you here? Where are your parents?" When the little brother heard the word parent, he immediately cried. He cried as he said, "My family doesn't want me anymore. They say I'm a drag. They all hate me and kick me out. Brother, can you take me in?" I couldn't bear it, so I finally took him in. His name is Lu Chuan, which is a nice name. He is very cheerful and sensible, just like me before. He was 15 years old at that time and was very young. He was very cautious in everything he did, for fear that I would be angry. I had a good temper and was not very angry. I would be angry for a while and then pass. I made money while supporting his education. When Lu Chuan was 18, he confessed his love to me. I was shocked. I finally understood it as the love between brothers, which is brotherhood. Later, he kept confessing to me that I was a little annoyed with him and even yelled at him. That was the first time I yelled at him. Lu Chuan didn't say anything, he just shed tears, which made me very distressed and I didn't know why. Ten minutes later, I went to apologize to him and found that his door was locked and there were faint sounds of crying in the room. It seemed that this was the second time he cried and it was all because of me. This gave me a headache. The next day he told me a bunch of confessional words as usual, and I finally gave in and lied to myself and thought it was family affection. I am 4 years older than him. When he was 19 years old, he was as tall as me. I felt that I was malnourished, which is why I grew so short. I was only 181 at the age of 24, and he was 183 at the age of 20. It means I raised him well. Later, I realized that I also liked him, and gradually realized my sexual orientation. Finally, I confessed my love to him seriously. I hope that I, Shen Yu, and my brother Lu Chuan will always be happy, even in the next life, and never be separated. The above is Shen Yu's perspective! Intention: You are not wrong, love yourself well