(Adapted from a true story, the protagonists' names borrowed a word from each other)
(She and I are five years apart, and we are not yet together in reality. This book is also my expectation)
Xu Zhuo changed his name to Qingchuan for Feng Xiaoyu.
A transfer to the south, a secret love hidden in a name, and the five-year age gap are concerns that Feng Xiaoyu cannot overcome, and Xu Qingchuan is cautious about.
He is introverted and gentle, with the sensitivity of his native past, and writes his love in the poems in his diary late at night; she works hard outside alone, and is used to being strong and independent, always blocking out the tenderness of a young man on the grounds of age.
Ambiguity comes and goes cold, getting close and then alienating, pulling and reciprocating, the precocious young man loses his timidity, and slowly breaks the worldly prejudices with long-term companionship.
Purpose: Breaking age prejudice and worldly distance, sincere preference can eliminate worries, belated encounters, and heartbeats with gaps can still cultivate the tenderness that goes in both directions; the clumsy yet firm secret love of a young man will never be in vain due to the age gap.