The heartbeat of a seventeen-year-old is often like this.
There is no antecedent, no consequence, just a word, a look, a sunny afternoon, you put a person into your heart. You thought you could let it go forever.
What happened next?
Later they were together for four years and separated for four years. Later he joined the army and she became a psychological counselor. Later he got a new girlfriend, and she also tried to love someone else. Later, he said on the phone, "I will never forget three women in my life, and one of them is you." She calmly replied, "So what."
Later, she could finally stop her heart from racing when others mentioned him.
Later, she finally understood that some people come into your life just to accompany you for a while. At the end of the journey, it's time to wave goodbye. No need to hate, no need to forget, just keep those days well, like a box of paper cranes - you know what's inside even if you don't open it.
This book is about this journey.
From the age of seventeen to twenty-seven, from "We will definitely be together" to "You must be happy", from "You can see me when you look up" to "Mr. So-and-so, you kept me waiting for a long time."
It's about how a girl slowly moves a boy from "future" to "memory". About people who fall in love too early, how to learn to say goodbye well, decently and without looking back. About a youth spanning ten years and a belated reconciliation.
Before opening it, please think about a question:
That Lu Huaizheng in your life, can you still look up and see him now?
Or, it's been a long, long time since you've been there and you haven't looked back.
Purpose: If you have loved someone when you were seventeen, if you have thought of him one afternoon, if you have hidden someone as a secret that cannot be told - then this story is for you.