In the end, no one knows how everything happened. However, when I woke up from the dream, the vague pain reminded me of the hidden bitterness. So, you and I were lost in one lie after another. I don't know how to clarify or respond. I can only covet the last trace of sweetness and choose silence! Let fate decide. We are just a game in its free time. Meeting is a mistake, and the beginning is also the ending...
When you can no longer have it, the only thing you can do is to make yourself not forget it.
——"Evil in the East and West Poison"
Now, I just keep reminiscing, recalling all the things I did with you. Sometimes you are in the picture, sometimes you are not, but every fragment is related to you. In fact, when someone is lost, the memories are painful. But I dare not not remember. I am afraid that one day I will wake up and forget that there was such a person who appeared and dominated my life. I am afraid that one day you will pass by me and I have forgotten your appearance. I am afraid that I will forget those years when you forgot your existence. Those are a component of my life. In fact, my memories are always bitter mixed with a touch of sweetness. This sweetness is amplified by me chewing it for too long. It is because I am far away from this real and aging world, and I will always live in the words of you.