Lin Xinwan's life fell into a bottomless abyss from the day her parents divorced when she was seven years old.
At the age of two, he was beaten by his biological mother for no reason. At the age of seven, his family was broken up. At the age of ten, he held a 108-point test paper and hoped for reconciliation with his parents. In the end, he only waited for a complete breakup. My mother was once the only glimmer of light in the gloomy years. After remarrying, I met her by chance on the street, but I deliberately took a detour to avoid her. His father was weak and insensitive, and he received a bitter and violent stepmother. Endless mental suppression and physical conflicts filled his daily life.
During the four years of junior high school, campus bullying is always present. Insults, blockades, fist fights, calls to the police and rights protection were intercepted and the videos were spread online, and thousands of strangers abused them wantonly through the screen. Friends who have given sincerely are leaving one after another, and love affairs that have been devoted to each other are only left with repeated betrayals. In the friendship between the three of them, she was always the redundant one. Her childhood best friend reunited after a long absence, and she had long since been completely forgotten.
Tracheitis, depression, ovarian cysts, illnesses eat away at the body; personal attacks, twisted preaching, and endless suspicion destroy the will. She tried her best to please everyone around her, treating friendship as a life-saving straw, and even contemplated committing suicide to keep her friends, only to be abandoned again and again.
The stepmother deliberately provoked and planned to force her to drop out of school. She pretended to promise a future, but in fact she planned every step. Family ties are barren, friendships collapse, and love rots.
Before she was seventeen years old, she struggled in the mud and asked for help everywhere. Looking back, she saw a sea of people and no one was crossing her.
From beginning to end of the long night, she was alone, bearing all the brokenness and despair.
Intention: The separation of the original family, continuous campus harm, and subsequent losses will not destroy a person instantly, but are like drizzle eroding a stone wall for many years, slowly depriving people of their confidence, trust, and ability to love.
The protagonist has been longing for a stable and pure preference all his life, but the tenderness that briefly appeared in his life (grandfather, cousin, grandma) all left one after another; relatives were supposed to be a safe haven, but they became a source of continuous coldness.
