Everyone in the outside world believes that Lu Yao and I are on-screen siblings who have a good relationship and have similar temperaments.
We were in the group together for filming, and stood side by side on the podium. We were well-balanced in front of the camera, gentle and harmonious in our dealings with others, and could not make any mistakes in every move. We were a model partner recognized by the entire network.
But few people know that at the moment when the dazzling lights are completely extinguished, there are completely two worlds on and off the stage. Between me and Lu Yao, there is an obsession that I have suppressed for ten years. It lies in my heart and I can't move it away or let it go.
I carry a secret in my heart that has been dusty for ten years and has never been revealed to the outside world.
When I met Lu Yao, I inexplicably discovered that I had the ability to block my inner voice. At the same time, he and I were bound to a special symbiotic connection, and we would completely share all the pain in his body.
At first, I naively thought that with this unique shielding ability, I could lock those transgressive, paranoid, hot and unruly thoughts in my heart and hide them from Lu Yao for the rest of my life.
Until one day Lu Yao told me that my shielding ability was completely useless to him. Cracks often appeared in my shielding ability. If the emotions surging in my heart fluctuated slightly, my thoughts would leak out uncontrollably.
Wen Suyan is born with empathy and symbiosis, and will bear all Lu Yao's pain. Due to the death of his parents, Wen Suyan has been alienated from the world all year round, and is soft-hearted towards his younger brother.
Lu Yao has been able to hear all the unspoken truths of Wen Suyan since he was a child. He was straightforward and reckless when he was young, and cunning and restrained as an adult. But he has been grudged against Wen Suyan's duplicity for many years.
Bruises during filming, bumps while hanging out, relapses of old illnesses late at night...
Wen Suyan endured all the pain on Lu Yao's body;
And Wen Suyan's disguised indifference, the guilt of deliberately alienating him, and the preference he had hidden for many years all fell nakedly on Lu Yao's ears.
Intention: What is wrong is the identity, not the heartbeat; what is wrong is the worldliness, not the sincerity