"Chen Sui, are you here to save me?"
"Well, I'm here to save you."
Cowardice, low self-esteem, attacked by x, gentle and restrained
When Chen Sui first met Xu Heyu, Xu Heyu was his patient and he was his psychiatrist. Xu Heyu's hair is a bit long, covering his eyebrows and eyes, making it difficult to see his face clearly. He has low self-esteem, is timid, unwilling to speak, and is so repulsive to everyone or everything in the outside world. He didn't want to go out, and there was always fear or caution when he looked at himself.
Later, Chen Sui began to accompany him, talk to him, and take him out for a walk, even though the other party said nothing, rarely spoke, and was unwilling to say more. He always keeps a safe distance from the other party. At least this way, Xu Heyu will be less afraid of him and give him some sense of security. Maybe he moved him. When Xu Heyu started to say something to him, he would always smile shyly and then share it with him in a low voice.
He gradually discovered that Xu Heyu was a straightforward and enthusiastic person. He always took his feelings seriously, carefully remembered every word he said, kept him in mind, and bravely expressed his feelings. It's not that he can't speak, on the contrary, he seems to have a lot to say.
He didn't know who was moved first, maybe it was him, until Xu Heyu kissed him tremblingly, he felt it was so unreal, but he didn't push away. Xu Heyu said, "Chen Sui, are you here to save me?" He didn't understand at that time and just nodded lightly. At that moment, Xu Heyu's eyes were bright.
But for the last time, he told him that this hospital was not like this. He seemed to want to say something else, as if he had seen something, and his voice was full of fear. He just said numbly, "I heard... I was heard..."
Their affairs were finally discovered, and the people in the mental hospital said they were disgusting. Xu Heyu died in that early spring before his birthday. When he died, he smiled so pitifully and sadly. His early spring remained on that day, and from then on, there was only endless winter and regret.
Intention: Be brave enough to pursue every great love