[Broken defense redemption / Slow-burning two-way secret love / Childhood sweetheart / Psychiatrist x nurse / Absolute HE]
On the day of the reunion, in the dazzlingly white hospital corridor, he was wearing a white coat and a medical mask, and his voice was cold and polite:
"Nurse Xu, long time no see."
A polite call separated the long and warm rural childhood and the deep love of more than ten years from the invisible wall of ice.
Everyone says that Lu Xingchi, a psychiatrist in training, is a calm and self-possessed workaholic who can work for thirty-six hours without sleeping and can rationally analyze the emotional trauma of all patients.
Only no one knew that in the draft box of his abandoned old mobile phone, there were twenty-eight unsent messages lying neatly;
No one knew that the stethoscope keychain hanging on his chest was a birthday gift anonymously sent to him by a girl on a rainy day in his sophomore year of high school.
Carrying debts, working part-time, and his grandfather was seriously ill... In the dark quagmire of reality, he was accustomed to holding on alone like a pawn crossing the river, pushing her away time and time again with "People like me don't deserve your suffering."
Until that late night when it was raining heavily, intern nurse Xu Qian ripped away his rational pretense in the lobby on the first floor, her eyes red:
"Lu Xingchi, you can see through everyone's illness, why can't you see through your own heart?!"
"Why do you think you can push me away again and again just for my own good?!"
In the story, the rain stopped downstairs in the emergency room, and the game on the chessboard was solved.
The pawn who crossed the river finally ushered in his own light.
Intention: Love is not self-righteous push away and protection, but the honesty and redemption of shouldering the wind and rain side by side.