Shen Nanyi fell in love with Shi Xiangbai, so much that she fought against the whole world for him. Then he left, as neatly as if he had never appeared before. After the breakup, she stalked him, asked why, did things that hurt her, cried, made trouble, and hated him. She thought she would continue to hate her, but hate was also a kind of strength, and she almost didn't even have the strength to hate. There is no forgiveness, no relief, no "I wish you happiness" in this book. Only one man dug himself out of the rubble slowly, inch by inch. She didn't learn to love herself, she just didn't want to love him anymore.
Purpose: This book is not about broken love, but about a person's process of climbing out of the ruins. She didn't survive to get better, she had to get better in order to survive. She hates him, but she won't stay for him anymore
