A chance encounter in an online game allowed me, an INFJ, to catch all of his fragility and emotions as an ISFP.
I am naturally good at empathy and tolerance, digesting his capricious temper, and being considerate of his nature of avoiding commitment and craving for novelty. I know that he regularly plays games with other girls, but I still find excuses for his selfishness and double standards over and over again.
We have shared small tenderness, but we are always trapped in an ambiguous relationship. While he calls me affectionate names, he only defines me as a friend who understands him; he pours out negative emotions wantonly, but is unwilling to bear any of my uneasiness.
Long-term one-way consumption has smoothed away all heartbeats, and we drifted apart after the Cold War. Until I saw him changing into a new couple avatar and posting photos with others on the game's homepage, that arrogant sarcastic sentence completely shattered any remaining thoughts.
It started with the ambiguity of a game, and ended with a new love. I let go of myself who had been internally conflicted for a long time, and I have nothing to do with him from now on.
Purpose: To analyze the emotional conflicts between INFJ's high-empathy personality and ISFP's sensitive ego-type personality in online dating, and tell the story of the heroine who suffers from long-term internal friction in an unequal and ambiguous intimate relationship, and finally wakes up to stop the loss and reconcile with herself. It conveys that feelings need to go in both directions, and you don't have to consume yourself alone to retain someone who doesn't know how to cherish.