Song Yi & Song Yi
Shirakiri Black Brother × Duplicity Brother
Guiding lover × severe mental illness
first person perspective
We have names with the same pronunciation, almost the same appearance, but completely different personalities. We influence each other and grow in a deformed relationship.
I live in self-doubt and self-denial. This is something I know and cannot change.
When I was nine years old, I had a fever that made me defeat him in my life. I hate that he pretends to be stupid but is still lovable, and I hate that he is self-righteous but is not rejected by others.
…It's not that I hate him, it's just that his popularity makes me uncomfortable.
I saw the affectionate names written in his diary, and the way he seemed to drive away the people around me. He wanted to shut me down. This feeling was strange, but I couldn't deny that I liked it.
We didn't allow each other to have other friends, and our possessiveness was obvious to all.
I hated him for more than ten years, but later I realized that everything I hated about him was because he loved me.
I can't tell when it's love and when it's hate.
She keeps saying she hates him, but actually she hates herself for not being able to love him.
We taste the fruits of love that violate ethics and feel the pleasure, but at the same time we are trapped in the moral order and linger.
Demining: True Bones under the Year. There are many psychological issues involved. I'm a bit nervous about it, and the plot may be a bit fiddly.
If you read this work and have any opinions that are different from those of the readers, please do not comment! Because my expressive ability is limited, I cannot describe what I think in my heart. The three views in the novel do not represent the three views in reality.
Intention: How a person can relearn "being loved" in the long-term experience of not being chosen is a possibility that does not need to be proven.
