"I forget this is the first time. While walking and before going to bed, Cheng Mo always thinks of Lu Ran unconsciously. Maybe the more he wants to quit something, the more addictive it becomes. Sometimes he doesn't even realize it, and it has become a habit unconsciously.
She got on the escalator and he stood outside the turnstile and looked at each other and waved goodbye for the last time, but she never thought that it would be the last time they saw each other. In fact, they only met so closely twice.
But what if?
These days, Cheng Mo has been asking himself:
If she had mustered up the courage to hug Lu Ran when we parted that day, would the ending have been different?
Would it have been different if Cheng Mo had passed the entrance of the subway turnstile that day, got on the elevator, and then chosen to get off the elevator to stay with Lu Ran?
If on the day Lu Ran arrived, she had quit her evening tutoring job to meet him, would it be different?
Would it have been different if she had been less impulsive and controlled her emotions that day, instead of letting her sensibility take over and letting her emotions overwhelm her brain? Like a willful child, before she had time to feel his thoughts, she told him all her unhappiness, uneasiness, accusations, and doubts. Before he had time to listen to his inner thoughts, he voted veto himself.
So many things she thought... Came to an abrupt end! "
Intention: Be independent and brave to be yourself