The Blue Yingas Have Not yet Fallen

Lu Yulin is best at two things in his life: one is to smile playfully, and the other is to swallow all his fears where no one can see him. He is afraid of the dark, of confined spaces, and of those nights in his childhood when he was locked in a room and listened to his mother being domestically abused. But so what? Sunny and cheerful is the armor he has worn for a long time. Lin Qingyu didn't accept this trick. He has seen too many smooth-talking people - his brother was coaxed by sweet words, and was eventually drugged in school, leaving him at his best age forever. From then on, he lived his life with a cold face and refused all flattery. It happened that he was in the second grade class of high school, and he became the roommate of this guy who was the most out-of-place in the whole grade. A hot face and a cold butt. Until he played for the team at the sports meeting; until he was robbed in an alley, and he was protected behind him; until those rumors spread, he rolled up his sleeves and came to the door—— Lin Qingyu found that this person seemed less annoying. But the love of a seventeen-year-old is like a river in spring, calm on the surface but with an undercurrent underneath. The two of them got together in a daze. Studying on the mountain road, praying in the temple, and lighting up the street lights after evening self-study... They held this sweetness with great care. But the secret is fire that cannot be contained in paper. In his third year of high school, his brother-in-law still didn't give up on Lin Qingyu after returning to China. He tried every means to investigate him and want to possess him. The step brother reported to Lin's mother. Lin's mother hated homosexuals because of her eldest son's affairs, and immediately ordered him to leave the country. That day was the winter solstice, Lin Qingyu's birthday. Lu Yulin was standing downstairs where he was training with a cake, and he was making random jokes on the phone. Lin Qingyu stood by the window, looking at the man in the snow, and never made a sound. He just listened to the familiar voice on the phone, burst into tears, and then said "Let's break up" and hung up the phone. He closed the curtains, never letting him see his face. This love that should never have ended has been fixed at the winter solstice. … Five years later. On Q University's anniversary, Lin Qingyu was invited to paint as a young painter. Backstage, the door was pushed open. A man with a student union badge stood in front of him and extended his hand to him. His facial expressions were still the same as before, but his tone was unfamiliar and polite: "Hello, Teacher Lin, this is the first time we meet. My name is Lu Yulin." At that moment, he suddenly understood that some people would never meet again if they were separated. Unless—— Destiny also wants to give that winter solstice night a chance to do it again. Purpose: Persistence is a rare quality