When I saw them cheering and screaming in the video. I silently pressed the volume down button until the world was completely silent.
I never like them, but I never miss any of their updates—like a most qualified stranger who has nothing to do with them. I watched her getting better and better, watching them stand on the podium that I had always dreamed of. At that moment, should I be sad? Should you be jealous?
No. I skillfully moved the corners of my mouth to create a flawless smile. Suppress the surging sourness back to the bottom of my heart.
I muted my emotions and pretended not to care, as if the person who had trained alongside them was never me.
Later
I am used to letting the waves in that sea area be rough only in my dreams.
I learned to feel it all in my dreams.
Their world is full of water, while my world is stagnant.
During this long parting, my only dignity was to hide all my envy and regret and pretend to be indifferent. However, I would pay attention to their every move, as if I was just a passing spectator.
Now, I am dreaming on the shore, watching them glow in the water.
Separated by the screen, separated by time, separated by an unbridgeable gap.
I wanted to reach out and touch the blue countless times, but I always woke up the moment my fingertips were about to touch the water.
I will search for you in order, I hope we can meet again,
Purpose: Life is a long road, cherish those friends who are willing to accompany you and treat you sincerely. Cherish the beauty
Keywords: water splash, crispy steamed bun slices.