The meaning of begonia flowers can be hope or despair.
Cijiu suffered from severe depression and severe anxiety. He thought he would never meet his salvation in this life. But fate was so interesting that he met a boy he could never forget in his life - Shi Nian.
His grandfather, who loved him most, died on his fifth birthday. This incident overwhelmed the young boy who was full of sunshine.
At that time, he was a very mature and steady boy, and his parents were very good to him.
Ye He
The mother who has been retiring for a long time is hot and cold. When she speaks, she feels that everything she said is right, but after thinking about it after speaking, she will realize her own problem, but she can never change it.
Ci Chen
Cijiu's father never stopped drinking and smoking. He would beat and scold Cijiu whenever he came home.
Ciwei
Cijiu's sister treats him sometimes well and sometimes badly, and never stands up for him.
Yu Fei
She is Cijiu's secret admirer, who has been secretly in love with him since the fourth grade of elementary school. His mother is a teacher and his father is a businessman. Their family is harmonious and wealthy.
Xie Ying
My mother at that time was a very gentle and kind mother.
Xiaowen
The first sister at that time
Xiaoyu
The youngest sister at that time
Xiaoxiao
younger brother
"I have been suffering from illness for a long time. You broke into my world and brought me light."
"I was very happy during the time we were together, because with you here, I am not afraid of anything."
But after all, the glimmer of light is no match for the long night. Reality comes layer by layer, and old wounds surge in my heart repeatedly. Those warm and scalding joys cannot escape the pull of fate after all, leaving only a helpless farewell. All the past events have settled down, leaving behind a lot of regrets that cannot be let go.
Intention: The torture deep in the heart, the pain that cannot be forgotten