When I was young, I also had ideals in my heart. I read thousands of books and vowed to create a peaceful and prosperous age. But the officialdom was in tatters and the imperial power was in internal strife. I couldn't help but wonder, was my passion really worth it?
I don't want to go on like this, killing the king and usurping the throne, committing treachery, and all the old people around me are leaving me one by one. The kindness I have shown over the years cannot be worth a word. Thunder, rain, and dew are all for your kindness.
Provincial version: First-person perspective of the heroine Long Aotian's sexual transformation
Purpose: Promote positive energy