Shen Zhizhou grew up under the planning of his parents, and completed the tasks set by his parents step by step. At the age of 28, when his outlook on life became mature and his personality began to become complete, he suddenly realized that his past life seemed meaningless. His personality did not mature with age, and the following days were just a gradual process of aging and death. It was as if I was stuck in a swamp, watching the sinking mud flow swallow me up bit by bit, struggling in vain.
It is said that one is established at thirty and has no doubts at forty, but because he had lived so smoothly in the first half of his life, the confusion of self-exploration was hidden until middle age, and it finally broke out with such force that it almost destroyed Shen Zhizhou's spirit.
But at this time, he accidentally met someone who attracted him deeply, a man.
A male college student who is unconventional and impulsive and has a strong sense of justice. He seems to be a maverick and the choices he makes come from his own heart. The worldly world seems to be empty for him.
For some reason, everything about him has a strong, even irresistible attraction to Shen Zhizhou, like a lonely lamp.
Perhaps Shen Zhizhou's rebellious period officially began in middle age.
Due to a misunderstanding, Shen Zhizhou actually had a sexual relationship with the male college student he had a crush on while unconscious, and the occurrence of this relationship seemed to be that person's punishment for Shen Zhizhou...
What kind of stories are there about male college students? Why was Shen Zhizhou so deeply attracted to him? Can Shen Zhizhou break through the confusion of middle age by relying on a lone lamp in the dark night? What kind of emotional pull will happen between them?
Intention: As long as you move forward firmly step by step, the difficulties and confusion in life will eventually clear up.