Zhi Zhiyu has been trapped in the internal friction of emotional eating for a long time, lacking love and sensitivity in his bones. After her ex pulled away, she was enveloped in layers of inferiority and self-rejection, swallowing and breaking down alone every night.
When he met Zhuo Ningyu at a dinner party, he never judged her depression and anxiety, but listened to her quietly and patiently. This rare glimmer of light made her willing to fly into the flames. Knowing clearly that there was a gap and concealment between the two of them, they still held on to the verbal promise of "I can try it in the future", went through the long nights preparing for the junior college to bachelor's degree exam, and spent a whole year of nameless and ambiguous flirtation.
Yunting's offline meeting left indelible physical and mental trauma. His understatement, deliberate avoidance of the future, and delayed answers drained away all her enthusiasm inch by inch. The moment the top position on the riverside bridge was cancelled, she was completely heartbroken and rushed to Qinghuai alone, cutting off all ties and restarting her life.
She took the initiative to seek psychological counseling, gradually reconciled with her diet, and resolved the gap with her original family. She became a teacher and had a stable daily life, and slowly repaired her festered self with every meal and vegetable.
It wasn't until she was completely lost that Zhuo Ningyu learned from others about her emotional inner conflict and pain hidden under her gentle appearance, and saw clearly her own long-term slowness and contempt. Full of guilt, I only had time to say a belated farewell.
She calmly accepted her apology, turned around and never looked back, no entanglement, no reconciliation, and embraced the warm sunshine of the world alone; he was trapped in the long regrets, and looking back, there was only an emptiness.
Ningzhou, Nanyu, and Yunting were all reduced to old places with scars. It turns out that the best destination for a person in this life is never to rely on the love of others, but to learn to redeem oneself.
Purpose: You don't need to rely on other people's glimmers of light to keep warm, you can heal and survive on your own, which is a lifelong romance.