I'm used to hiding my emotions under a cold exterior, not good at words, and always quietly putting away my worries.
She has a bright personality and loves to laugh. She can always easily see through my awkwardness and take the initiative to get closer to my cramped and closed world.
We slowly get along with each other in our daily life, exchanging tenderness and testing the distance between each other.
I never dared to cross the boundary of being a friend. I was afraid that if I revealed my feelings rashly, I would lose the qualification to be with you in the end.
Those heartbeats that no one knows about, the hidden timid pulls, and the worries when you are alone at dusk, all slowly ferment in the company day after day.
The loneliness like falling dust finally caught a bundle of warmth that belongs to me. The secret love hidden in the ordinary youth is quiet and long.
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Intention: restrain youthful secret love, carefully cherish a two-way bond