Wen Shuyu was born with a strong sense of boundaries and found it difficult to handle his lover's strong desire for stickiness and intimacy. The two relationships ended one after another. She no longer forced herself to conform to the worldly standards of passionate love, and continued to study hard. After many years, she joined the cardiac surgery department of a tertiary hospital and found a stable life of her own.
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In high school, an enthusiastic and outgoing boy took the initiative to pursue her fiercely. She instinctively resisted falling in love, and she refused clearly several times. She couldn't stand the other party's persistent pursuit, and finally nodded and agreed to date.
Just one month later——
"Everyone holds hands when they fall in love, but you keep a distance from me and dodge the slightest contact. Don't you have a strangely cold temperament?"
Wen Shuyu held the textbook in his arms and defended in a low voice: "I'm just not used to physical intimacy. It has nothing to do with whether I like you or not."
"How can you resist getting closer if you like me? To be honest, you don't take me to heart at all."
During that time, she struggled repeatedly and doubted herself.
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After taking the college entrance examination, she went to a distant city to study and entered the clinical medicine profession. The undergraduate period was full of thick theoretical textbooks and anatomy training. She met a boy from the clinical school, and after getting along for a long time, the two came together.
At first, her boyfriend claimed that he was completely tolerant of her reserved personality, but as time went by, the estrangement completely broke out.
"You don't even want to give me any intimacy. Do you have no desire for love? Then why did you agree to it in the first place?"
Wen Shuyu no longer fell into self-confidence like he did in high school, and his tone was calm: "I have tried to accommodate you many times, but I really can't adapt to your needs. Let's separate."
It became clearer and clearer: she didn't have to force herself to cater to anyone, that was who she was.
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Many years later, she successfully completed the training and officially became a cardiac surgeon. She bought a small apartment by herself and traveled between the operating room and her home day after day. Her best friend came to her house and advised her to try to start a new relationship.
"Don't you feel lonely? Xiao Yu, I think you should open your heart and boldly accept a relationship."
Wen Shuyu's eyebrows were light and soft: "I can sympathize with the regrets and pain of patients and their families, but my life is complete and I never need to rely on the love of others. Being alone is the standard answer that suits me."
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[Rational and cool female protagonist of cardiac surgery] Single growth line, no male protagonist
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Intention: Accept your own boundaries, and being alone is also complete.