Gods Probably Don't Understand Love
神明大抵不懂爱
by Fried Chicken Legs and Salmon (炸鸡腿三文鱼)
- Status
- Ongoing
- Length
- 291k Words
- Chapters
- 62
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Updated
- 1mo ago
- Source
- JJWXC
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Synopsis
Qiong Yu fell down on the stairwell of the hospital, and when he opened his eyes again, he became the ten-year-old child star Qiong Jingzhou. He lost almost all his memories and only knew that he had to enter a incomplete world and guide the "anchor" in it to the predetermined ending before he could have a chance to return to his original life. Before crossing the River Styx, he saw a white-haired boy in the water. Later, Qiong Jingzhou really found him in the last row of the classroom. Bai Lin is the victim "anchor" in the established plot of this world. He is born with white hair, withdrawn, cold, and full of defensiveness. When Qiong Jingzhou saw Bai Lin huddled in the corner for the first time, he tilted his head: he didn't want Bai Lin to be destroyed according to the original ending. So he started to steal Bai Lin out of the original plot bit by bit. From being wary and pushed away, to becoming the only person Bai Lin is willing to get close to. From being a sweetheart that everyone admires, to becoming the most inseparable existence in each other's lives. One snowy night, he found that the person who was so cold and almost emotionless in the eyes of outsiders was secretly huddled in bed, watching his support club management group. Bai Lin turned around thoughtfully, and after meeting his eyes, he immediately turned over and pretended to sleep. Qiongjing Zhou smiled: "Xiao Zhou is really a fan?" Bai Lin sat up suddenly: "I'm sorry, I know this is strange, but..." Qiong Jingzhou looked at his shy and scared look, and felt for the first time that fate might not be so invincible. Until he finally learned that the condition for this world to continue to exist was that Bai Lin must end his life at the age of eighteen. * But the gods did not allow him to say love, nor did he allow him to tell Bai Lin the truth. As a result, Qiong Jing Zhou became more and more weird as time passed: unexplained disappearances, recurring injuries, gradually incomplete memories, and one unexplained lie after another. Bai Lin watched him risk his life for himself again and again, but he still couldn't wait to tell the truth. "Qiong Jingzhou, what exactly did you hide from me?" Qiong Jingzhou was silent for a moment, but still smiled: "How dare I hide this from Bai Shen?" One is desperately trying to push the other away from his fate, but the other only sees himself being rejected by the person he trusts the most. They came to each other because they liked each other, but in the end, because they liked each other too much, their care turned into suspicion, their protection turned into deception, and their original softest feelings turned into a long mutual delay until there was no turning back. It was like fate was playing a joke. At the age of eighteen, Qiong Jingzhou still became the one who destroyed Bai Lin. But a long time later, Bai Lin still stood in front of Qiong Jingzhou again. The boy who used to hide under the covers and peek at his support group now looked at him with hatred. Bai Lin looked at him and said word by word: "Qiong Jingzhou, I'm not here to forgive you." "I just want to know, why did you treat me like that back then?" * As the world breaks away from its original ending little by little, Qiong Jing Zhou's incomplete memories slowly emerge. In the dream, some people were screaming, some were running away, and some were crying in the dark. They called him a monster, they called him a devil. The self in those fragments does not seem clean or gentle. He seemed to have destroyed something with his own hands, and was feared, cursed, and hated by countless people. He always thought that he was the one who came to save Bai Lin. But what if the source of all disasters was originally him? If the so-called gods never really cared for them, if their encounter was not by chance, but a reincarnation that lasted far longer than this life—— So who is he? Character design OWO: Bai Lin: A cute genius with white hair and a cold face + a mouth as tough as ice + an activist + a flower of the high mountains, a clingy wolf in cat skins, attacking in the year of the dog. Qiongjingri: A young star of the fishing industry + lazy and arrogant + intelligent and calm + king of field control, a dangerous black panther wearing a fox tail and a popular favorite. [Reading Tips] 1. Focusing on delicate emotions, the overall style is a mixture of sweet and sour, with heavy emotional pull. 2. HE. In the early stage, the campus slowly develops, with a sense of youth, sweetness and sourness, and two-way redemption; in the later stage, fateful confrontation, reunion, and paranoia pull. 3. Both the attacker and the receiver love each other and favor each other. 4. A long novel, containing a lot of growth, companionship, secret love, loss and recovery. 5. A private world view, including elements such as time travel, gods, systems, and destiny reset. Highlights: The emotional line gradually heats up from Chapter 15 onwards. Intention: Even if fate repeatedly forces people to bow their heads, we must learn to love and resist in the ruins. Intention: Even if the ending has already been decided, people still have the right to choose their life again.