The night he rejected her, Song Herong laughed and tore up the love letter and said, "Forget it." Qi Jinnan stood at the back door of the classroom, watching her tearing the paper with white fingers, and suddenly realized that she might never love him again.
Song Herong thought he was pushing her away.
Qi Jinnan knew that he was pushing her away.
Later, she went abroad and he spent countless sleepless nights. Some people said that he was trying to atone for his sins. He said that he just wanted her back. But the girl who once chased him never looked back at him again.
He thought she would keep looking back until she no longer looked at him.
The day she left, Qi Jinnan cried for the first time because of someone.
She was the only light in his world. But he was too afraid that he would blow it out—so he pushed her away with his own hands.
Later he discovered that he couldn't live in a world without her.
The most right thing Qi Jinnan did in his life was to reject her when she confessed; the most regretful thing he ever did was to realize how much he wanted her after she left.
Qi Jinnan in the year of the cold and paranoid little bitter melon ✘Song Herong in the year of the cheerful little sun
Purpose: Redemption and growth of young boys and girls