"A Numb. Before I finished singing, I felt my throat was burning due to depression. I thought. Maybe it's just because I often go to eat hot pot with Qin Chuan and the others recently rather than because the guitarist is no longer Chi Ye." - Fan Gu.
March 22. The day Fan Youge died. The number 22 on the calendar was circled in red pen. There is a cake drawn next to it. Next to it are written the endearing terms used by southerners. Daddy.
March 22. Fan Youge is dead. Fan Xiachu was buried under the tomb.
March 22. Gu Ke went crazy. Gu Shilian laughed wildly.
March 22. Fan Gu met Chi Ye.
"Nan Ju once said. Chi Ye is the sword. Qin Chuan is the shield. They all protect me. But my beloved sword is gone. Now only the shield is left to block me in front." - Fan Gu.