They said I was a good student, but I thought I was a magic pill since I was a child. When I was five years old, I broke a bowl "at home" one day. When I was six years old, I broke the slide in kindergarten. When I was seven years old, I used my classmates' homework as toilet paper in elementary school. When I was eight years old, I burned my deskmate's clothes. When I was nine years old, I got into a fight with half the boys in the class and was dismissed from school. My mother cried and knelt down to beg the school. I asked the teacher not to write this matter into the file and be willing to voluntarily drop out of school... In the next three years, I still did not repent but intensified my behavior and transferred schools at least once a year. Similarly, every time it ended with my mother crying and kneeling down to beg for help... When I was 13 years old, my mother passed away. I was not sad at all. On the contrary, I was very happy that she finally left...
At the age of 18, on the third day of the college entrance examination, I killed someone and was sentenced to 5 years. After I was released from prison, I thought I was greeted by a new student, but I didn't expect it to be another hell on earth...
At the age of 28, I no longer have any expectations for family, love, and friendship, and I even feel disgusted with the world.
At the age of 29, on my birthday, I left this world and ran towards the freedom in my heart.
First Perspective Be Love, family, and friendship are important, but self-love is even more important.
Intention: Not all problems can be solved, just do your best