Falling in Love

From childhood to adulthood, she has always grown up alone in a free-range environment. The absence of family affection makes her withdrawn and sensitive. No one guides her emotions, and no one teaches her to distinguish between sincerity and good feelings. Her youth was ignorant and desolate. She didn't know what to cherish and what to prefer, and she never really received any sincere emotions. In her young and ignorant years, she was accustomed to regard a moment of surprise as a heartbeat, and a short companionship as a bond. Whether it is the warmth of first acquaintance, the kindness of others, or the tender moments of others, she will mistake it for her exclusive preference. Ignorant, she repeatedly misjudges every relationship, mistaking passers-by for confidants, and mistaking freshness for deep affection. Those misunderstood likes, friendships and dependences have been throughout her growth. They are one after another misunderstandings that began with misunderstandings and finally failed. They have nothing to do with romance, but include all the misplaced sincerity in family, friendship and youth. The long-term dullness was completely broken by a family accident. The ups and downs of life made her grow up suddenly, and for the first time she understood the real throbbing in her heart. At this time, the gentle and pure boy broke into her gloomy life and became the only white moonlight in her desolate years. Different from all the shallow misjudgments in the past, this time her heartbeat was sincere and heavy. It was the first time that she took it seriously and gave it wholeheartedly. She started a long unrequited love, carefully cherishing all the tenderness, running silently, holding on alone, and giving all the sincerity and preference of her youth to the other person. The courage and heart that I had accumulated for a long time finally turned into a candid confession. But reality is cruel after all, and the young man gently told him that he had a destination. She finally fully realized that all the random heartbeats and misplaced closeness in the past were misplaced love caused by ignorance; and the most serious and sincere preference in her life was a regret that was destined to fail. It turns out that too many fetters in youth are all misunderstandings, sincerity is often let down, and preference is often in vain. Purpose: Growing through struggle