Shen Qingyuan was abandoned by her biological mother when she was a child. She only relied on her adopted sister. When she was eight years old, she witnessed her adopted sister passing away, and the only harbor in her life suddenly collapsed. Forced by blood ties, she was taken back to the Yongning Marquis Mansion. In the days when her biological mother was endlessly partial and her sister was wanton and scornful, being obedient and sensible was never her protective umbrella. Instead, she was reduced to someone who could be abandoned at any time.
Until they met Xiao Jin, a bronze bell tied their friendship. I thought that meeting my beloved would heal the pain of half a lifetime, but fate struck again and my lover suddenly passed away. Occasionally reading ancient books, she learned that the Youtan Blue Lotus could reverse life and death. She abandoned the advice of others, relied on no one's guidance, and traveled all over Kyushu and Jiuchuan alone in search of miracles.
On the long road, there are dangers hidden in the mountains and rivers, and walking alone late at night is full of longing. She was obsessed with finding the lotus and resurrecting her beloved, but after crossing the river and reading all kinds of things in the world, she suddenly realized: the so-called crossing of Jiuchuan is never about crossing mountains and rivers to find magic medicine, but about getting through the pain, regrets and obsessions accumulated in her heart for many years. In the end, she gave up her extravagant hopes of resurrection, but the green bell around her neck still jingled. She finally reconciled with her tragic past, no longer trapped in the pain of separation, and spent the rest of her life just for herself.
Purpose: After experiencing the pain of separation and loss of love, the heroine gives up her obsession with reversing life and death, reconciles with the pain of the past during her journey of thousands of miles alone, learns to accept the regrets of life and death, gets rid of the emotional internal friction caused by others, and finds inner peace and destiny in life.