Tang Xiaomi is afraid of being ignored, so he desperately gets into trouble; he longs to be needed, so he protects everyone around him like a knight. She learns everything, plays everything, is too busy to be pretentious, and turns the lack of love into a kind of excitement.
But Zuolun was so strong that he didn't need her protection, and he helped her in turn. This made her very unhappy, but it also allowed her to be in front of a person for the first time, without having to play the role of savior. He was like a mirror, reflecting things she didn't even want to admit.
My mother, Mi Lan, was the moon that hung high in the sky, illuminating all the soldiers in the military camp but missing her. She hates him so much that she can only get closer by causing trouble. She felt painful when she was close to Mi Lan, and lonely when she was far away. She struggled with this multiple-choice question for more than ten years. It was not until the friends she had protected—Lin Muzi and Ma Dafeng—from being protected to being side by side that she slowly understood: what she had always wanted had actually quietly come to her in another way.
Purpose: Tang Xiaomi gets rid of the pretense of lack of love and finds herself and belonging in family, friendship and love.