For a long time after his mother left, the sky fell, twilight came hastily, and the world was immersed in gray darkness. Chen Jinsheng would always walk alone and silently to the road where his mother left at the entrance of the village.
The mountains and fields were quiet all around, and the evening breeze carried a cool breeze through the streets. The surrounding area was deep and empty, leaving only the heavy fog in the sky shrouding the entire village. He stood alone at the intersection where he once watched his mother go away, his little figure thin and lonely in the dim dusk.
Facing the empty and deserted long road, he called his mother softly over and over again. The childish and hoarse call floated leisurely in the silent world, spreading into the distance, and finally dissipated gently in the vast dusk, with no one responding. The end of the long road was empty, and that familiar figure could no longer be seen. The thoughts and grievances hidden in my heart were all mixed into the silent dusk, and they lingered for a long time.
Purpose: This book takes the sadomasochistic relationship between class differences between Chen Jinsheng and the intellectual Li Yutong as the main line to explore the inability to love, the aesthetics of regret, and the redemption of growth under the barriers of reality. It writes about the helplessness and tenacity of ordinary people in the face of fate, family, and reality, pays homage to pure affection and decent farewell, and conveys the warm core of "regret is also the normal behavior of human beings, and once you love, you will live up to this life."