[Two male protagonists × be]
Song Suiyu x Song Huaizhi
Song Suiyu has myelofibrosis, and doctors say he can live 2-5 years, or even shorter.
"Brother."
"Huh?"
"What's on your sleeve?"
"... I put too much old smoke."
"What soup is brown?"
"…"
"Turn around."
"Huaizhi——"
"Turn around."
"…"
"What are these?"
"... I got it."
"What did you hit?"
"Downstairs decoration, rust."
"You've eaten."
"…What?"
"You didn't eat a bite of the dinner you cooked for me every day. Do you think I don't know? Do you think I don't know that you woke up in the middle of the night to vomit? Do you think I don't know that those unbuttoned shirts in your closet are because you lost weight too fast? Do you think I really believe you every time you say, 'Brother is fine'?"
"…"
"There's blood on your sleeve. I can smell it. The smell of rust is different from the smell of blood. I can tell the difference."
"…"
"Go to the hospital tomorrow."
"No."
"Go."
"Huaizhi, hospitals are very expensive——"
"I'm going to borrow money."
"You can't borrow—"
"I'm going to work."
"Your senior year in high school——"
"I won't take the exam."
"Song Huaizhi!"
"…"
"Brother."
"…"
"Be good and take good care of your illness, okay?"
"Huaizhi, it's useless."
"Useful."
"A waste of money."
"You are not a waste. You are important to me. You are worth it."
"... Don't say stupid things."
"Tell me, how long? Tell me, how long can you stay with me?"
"…"
"Brother?"
"... It's okay. My brother is still here. He can still stay with you for a long time... A long time..."
"…"
"So, Huaizhi, stop crying, okay?"
"…"
"I cried like a little cat."
"Brother, don't take good care of yourself, okay?"
"…Okay."
He did not die prematurely because of this disease, but he lost his life prematurely to save his younger brother because of a car accident that had been planned for a long time.
...
After his death, Song Suiyu left behind three things: a yellowed diary, a cat that looked like a prop, and an unfinished sentence
Purpose: "Use bones and blood as candles to light your way forward."