Question: What does it feel like to have long-term insomnia?
Answer: Thank you for the invitation. I am in bed and haven't slept for three years.
I know that long-term insomnia can have an impact on a person's mental state, so I wasn't too surprised when hallucinations appeared.
I would hallucinate and see him knocking on my door with a Phalaenopsis in his hand.
Or he would hold me in his arms and ask me if I thought he was a murderer.
He even held a bloody corpse and said like his wife had been dead for three years: "My dear, if you don't wake up, I will..."
I directly asked the question: "Why did you wake up? Did I ever fucking fall asleep?"
I thought he was just a figment of my imagination until I saw him in reality.
A colleague called me to advise me to stay away from him, saying that he was crazy about teaching mathematics and was a murderer who forced students to jump off buildings.
I watched the man say goodbye to me with a smile, then opened the door of the house opposite my house and said calmly with no expression on his face: "Oh, is it far enough to be separated by two doors?"
[The surface is glamorous, but in reality it is nothingness and fragile. The external heat and internal coldness are more stable than the dead.]
*First person
*Multiple viewing angle switching
Concept: Sisyphus is happy.