Go to Bai, Meet Lan

Family strife and betrayal of close friends ensued. The huge blow caused Shen Yubai to suffer from trauma and amnesia. He underwent plastic surgery and changed his name, cutting off the entire past as "He Chenqing". He studied hard for a whole year behind closed doors and then served in the army for two years. A landslide occurred during his service. At the moment of life and death, the dust-laden memories suddenly awakened, and the pain of youthful heartbeat, family tragedy, and betrayal all surged up. But full of scars, he didn't want to reveal the truth and chose to keep the secret alone. After retiring from the army, he was admitted to the School of Economics and Management of Tsinghua University with excellent college entrance examination results. On the other side, Lu Guanlan returned to China two years ago and only saw the financial news about the collapse of the Shen family. After all, he could not express the confession hidden in his heart. For the next two years, he never stopped looking for Shen Yubai. The two met again on the Tsinghua campus. Lu Guanlan recognized the familiar figure at a glance and was filled with joy at being found. But Shen Yuri remembered everything clearly, but deliberately pretended to be a complete stranger and buried all his thoughts deep in his heart. As we spend time together day and night, old feelings rekindle uncontrollably. On one side is Lu Guanlan's unreserved approach, and on the other side is the pain and concealment that Shen Yubai carries alone. "If all that is left is the piercing pain when you remember the past, it is better to forget it forever." "Pain is a necessary price, but hidden in it is our irreplaceable tenderness. He has already experienced the pain of memory recovery. He is afraid of the recurrence of past hurts, and he is reluctant to push away his lover who has been searching for him for two years. What lies between the two is concealment, betrayal, separation and long-term miss. They will eventually face the scars on their bodies and repair this long-broken mirror bit by bit. Purpose: This book is based on the protagonist Shen Yubai's broken life, which has experienced family overthrow, betrayal of close friends, amnesia and rebirth, and tells the story of a two-way redemptive love that spans miss, pain and concealment. When life is devastated, the protagonist uses forgetfulness as armor and separates himself from the past by changing his name, dormant, and restarting his life. He tried to escape the coldness of the world and avoid the malice of human nature with complete blankness, thinking that by forgetting the pain, he could preserve stability for the rest of his life. It was the humblest and most authentic self-preservation for ordinary people in desperate situations. Lu Guanlan's two-year search that has never stopped represents the sincerity and deep love that never ends. He is not afraid of brokenness or the past, and with his long-term waiting and tender preference, he breaks open the closed and silent world of the protagonist, allowing the scarred people to regain the qualifications to be loved and firmly chosen. The story profoundly explores the life propositions of forgetting and remembering, escaping and confronting, pain and redemption: life is never a smooth road, suffering, betrayal, and separation are all inevitable experiences in life. Forgetting may be able to isolate a moment of piercing pain, but it cannot isolate the love and bonds rooted in the heart; true self-healing is never about escaping from scars, but about being full of cracks and still daring to embrace tenderness, face the past, and accept the imperfect self. The misunderstanding and concealment between the two are the price of broken youth and an opportunity for each other to grow. In the long period of missing each other and running in day and night, the two bridged the gap, dismantled the knots, and healed each other. They finally understood that: behind all the piercing pain, there is the irreplaceable tenderness of the years. The sincerity that persists through the wind and rain is the most precious perfection in life. The full text conveys the positive core of gentleness and firmness: scars never define life, love and acceptance can eventually mend broken years, redeem others, and perfect oneself.