Shen Yu has been trapped in severe depression all year round, her days are gloomy and numb, and she has no expectations for anything in the world, until Jiang Jin appears in her life. Jiang Jin was lively and enthusiastic, like the dazzling light of midsummer. He took the initiative to get close to the depression of self-isolation, and softly made a promise that he would stay with her for three full months and slowly heal the desolate pain in her heart. Shen Yu had been trapped in the abyss of emotions for a long time, so he did not hesitate to grab this rare bundle of warmth, and relied on him to hope that after three months, the two of them would be able to stay together for a long time.
But Shen Yu has never been able to see through the truth hidden under the tenderness. She always saw Jiang Jin walking recklessly, bumping into doorframes, tables and chairs frequently, and simply thought that the other party was just short-sighted and careless. Jiang Jin often forgot the little things they had agreed on, and always had to confirm and listen carefully when talking to her. Shen Yu only thought that she was easily distracted, and never had a trace of doubt in her heart.
She didn't understand at all. Frequent bumps were not due to poor eyesight, nor were forgetfulness and blurred hearing nor carelessness. They were all the devastation caused by late-stage brain cancer. The illness was eating away at Jiang Jin's eyesight, memory and health bit by bit. She could no longer see clearly the lover who accompanied her day and night. She was forced to carry all the pain of her body's decline and force her spirit to accompany her depression.
Jiang Jin knew that he didn't have much time left, so the promise to heal her was the only tenderness he could give. She swallowed the severe pain of chemotherapy and the panic of dying alone, always pretending to be bright and carefree in front of Shen Yu, hiding all despair and illness.
The midsummer with the noisy cicadas has not yet come to an end, and the sparkling Jiang Jin who once lit up the gloomy and gloomy life has stopped in this warm summer forever. The desolation in her depressed heart has not yet been healed, and the person who tried his best to redeem her has completely left, leaving her alone with fragmented memories. In the long years to come, only boundless loneliness and incurable heartache remain.
Intention: Even if love leaves regrets, tenderness and companionship can heal the pain of the soul and lead a good life in the face of suffering.