Addicted to the Clock in the Opposite Direction

Hypocritical and polite scum attack x Stockholm sick girl Song Rui who doesn't know how to curse and Lu Zhiyan who doesn't know how to apologize [Open it first and I will write it when I have time because I really like this setting😋] —— Demining 1. Please proceed with caution if it involves campus bullying, native family PUA, and descriptions of psychological trauma. 2. Due to previous cognitive distortions, some readers may feel uncomfortable, so read with caution. 3. He is a jerk in the early stage of the attack and will not become gentle within three chapters. If you don't mind, don't enter. 4. Suffering from Stockholm syndrome and c-ptsd 5. The plot may be confusing, so proceed with caution. —— Song Rui is most afraid of three things in her life: answering her mother's phone call, being called on by her boss, and meeting Lu Zhiyan. Unfortunately, when he was twenty-seven, everything happened to him. My mother called me: "Have you been promoted to supervisor? What does a supervisor mean? Your cousin is in an investment bank." The leader asked: "Song Rui, what are you doing?" Then the door of the conference room opened, and Lu Zhiyan walked in, glanced at his work badge, and blurted out: "Empress Song?" Song Rui thought, why not just die today. Lu Zhiyan was his high school alumnus, the school bully, with good grades, good looks, and a good family background. The only stain in his life was probably that he bullied Song Rui relentlessly for three years. Bullying methods include but are not limited to: calling him "Song Niangniang", throwing his homework books, blocking him in the stairwell and making him "cry for a while". Song Rui really cried at that time. Lu Zhiyan looked at it twice and felt it was boring, so he turned around and left. Lu Zhiyan forgot about it after graduation, but Song Rui remembered it for ten years. From the age of seventeen to twenty-seven, Lu Zhiyan was the only person who could talk to him. Although it was said, "Ms. Song, can you walk faster?" His mother was the only one who cared about him. Although the methods of control include kneeling down, fasting, and expressionless expressions such as "Mom is very disappointed in you." Song Rui always believed that this is how people get along with each other. So when Lu Zhiyan started to treat him well after their reunion, Song Rui was so panicked that he couldn't sleep for three days. He sent a message to his only friend in the middle of the night: "Is he trying to punish me in another way?" The friend replied: "Is there a possibility that he is chasing you?" Song Rui: "Then why didn't he scold me?" Friend: "..." Friend: "Song Rui, you have been a PUA for ten years, and now someone wants to treat you well, but you are not used to it, right?" Song Rui thought for a long time and replied: "Then how should I react?" Friend: "Just say 'thank you' back to him." The next day, Lu Zhiyan brought him breakfast again. Song Rui held the plastic bag in his hand for a long time and said, "Thank you." Lu Zhiyan was stunned. Song Rui thought he had made a mistake and added: "I'm not picky about food, so don't be angry." Lu Zhiyan: "…………" That night Lu Zhiyan went home and lay on the bed tossing and turning, unable to sleep. He took out his phone, clicked on Song Rui's dialog box, and swiped up. There were only a few chat records. He looked over it twice and suddenly discovered something. Song Rui's WeChat name is "Song Rui". There is no English name, no emoji, no fancy signature, and the avatar is still the same gray half-length figure as when I first registered. Lu Zhiyan stared at the name for a long time and typed it. "Song Rui, why is your WeChat name your real name?" After a long time, the other side replied: "Otherwise, what is your name?" "Don't everyone think of things like 'Galaxy Wanli' or 'Be content with whatever happens'?" Song Rui replied: "There's nothing to worry about." Lu Zhiyan looked at that line of words and suddenly felt choked. He thought for a while and then typed: "Then did you have any... Nicknames before?" There was another long silence. "No." Song Rui replied, "I never got up." Lu Zhiyan stared at the screen. He suddenly realized one thing. No one close to him had ever called Song Rui. Everyone else called him "Song Rui" and only he called him "Song Rui." He typed: "Sorry." Song Rui replied: "Yeah." Lu Zhiyan: "You can just scold me." Song Rui: "... What are you scolding?" Lu Zhiyan: "Call me a bastard, a scumbag, and something I'm not." Song Rui was silent for a long time and replied: "I don't know how to curse." Lu Zhiyan stared at the words for a long time. He remembered that time in high school when he asked Song Rui to cry, and Song Rui really cried. Tears fell silently, lips pursed so as not to make a sound. He found it boring and turned around and left. Now he realized through the screen that Song Rui didn't know how to curse. Song Rui had been scolded for so long that he had forgotten how to retaliate. Later, Lu Zhiyan spent a long time teaching Song Rui three things: You are worthy of being loved, you can talk back when you are scolded, and you don't have to protect your head when others are angry. Song Rui is a slow learner. But one day, Lu Zhiyan said, "Come to my house tonight." Song Rui paused and said, "Not today." Lu Zhiyan smiled. Song Rui took two steps and turned back: "Lu Zhiyan, what do you like about me?" Lu Zhiyan thought for a while: "You have been bullied by me for so many years, and now you can still stand in front of me. It's amazing." Song Rui said nothing. That night he sent a message to Lu Zhiyan. "Good night." This was the first time he took the initiative to contact Lu Zhiyan. It was also the first time I realized that I could be loved. *Stockholm Syndrome, also known as Hostage Identity Syndrome, is a special emotional disorder. The main manifestation is that the victim develops a good impression of the person who harmed him. For example, the kidnapped person sympathizes with the kidnapper, and the abused person relies on the abuser, and even helps the other person to speak and do things. This kind of ambivalent emotional relationship often occurs in victims who have been controlled or threatened for a long time. Intention: Pain ≠ being loved