This article is a story written from the ending to the beginning. The ending has been decided from the beginning, regret, endless regret. The ending is a true story. A man in his 30s jumped off a building. He was divorced 3 years ago and his mother was seriously ill. All of this made me ask about the taste of BL, so I wrote this story. Everyone likes a happy ending, but if life is not what people want, not every suffering person has a rich attacker to solve his problems. In other words, why do these suffering people have to have a wealthy attacker? Is it possible to be so perfect? This also shows that everyone subconsciously believes that money can solve many problems. Without the lubrication of money, life will be just like contractual love, leaving only suffering. Life is plain, there are not so many bad guys and good guys appearing in turns. In a world like this, except for profit, who would put so much thought into it. Love brings them together without the need for war, artillery, intrigues, and miserly villains. The two of them can only sigh. As if the sweetness before was a dream. The love between the two is not like a cappuccino, it is a bitter enjoyment. . . There was only dizziness and the pungent smell of smoke between them, which might be poison or addiction. The taste of a cigarette is bitter, but not impossible to quit.