Her name is Guan Sui.
There is no reason in the world.
Guansui saw all the partiality in family ties, hypocrisy in love, and self-interest in friends. He suffered from no one to share his pain, and he survived the depression alone. I saw the darkness in people's hearts, and then comforted myself. She made no noise, no questions, no hysterics.
She had been ill once, and none of the people she had stayed with all night remained.
Later she got better. Good for yourself.
This book doesn't make sense, it doesn't have golden sentences, it doesn't say "you have to be strong". It's just a record of how an ordinary girl goes from "why me" to "it's me, so what", and then to "it's me, it doesn't matter".
This is not a counterattack story, there is no revenge, no reconciliation, not even a decent crying scene.
It's just a girl who raised herself all over again in those years when no one loved her.
No problem. Just make peace with it.
Intention: A person who plays a bad hand with a calm tone says to himself: "It doesn't matter, I can still live a good life."