He doesn't love me, he can always tell it from his loving eyes, but he chooses to escape. When he is young, he can pretend not to understand, but at 18 or 20, can he still tell himself this?
Theater version: He sipped the wine at his mouth, moved his enchanting body closer, and slowly wrapped his hands around the man's fair neck. He slowly breathed out into the soft part of the man's ear and said: How can I let you go so easily? Do you understand or not?