In 2034, I lay down in the memory erasure cabin, preparing to delete all memories about Lu Yanzhou.
The countdown was sixty minutes, and I suddenly sat up: "Pause, I have to go back first."
Going back to his senior year in high school, he was still the same: after playing ball, he took the lollipop from my pocket, and his movements were exactly the same as ten years later.
I handed him an "Exclusive Companionship Agreement" with a monthly salary of 200,000 yuan, and performance was calculated separately. There was only one condition: be my person.
He sneered and stuffed the contract back: "Are you stupid for writing a novel?"
Later, he put a school uniform on me in the playground, tied the red string left by my mother on my wrist, and came back to see me every week, rain or shine.
He also said in front of me that he wanted to chase someone else, but after drinking, he said with red eyes: "It's been six years, even a dog has feelings."
I regarded all his tenderness and repetition as a game, thinking that I was the one holding the chess.
Until I found his high school diary, which contained the first candy wrapper I gave him casually in my freshman year of high school.
On the back of the faded candy wrapper, there is a line of words he wrote with a pencil and crossed out with force.
It took me a lot of effort to see that what he wrote was: "I don't deserve it."
It turns out that he had a crush on me since freshman year of high school.
Something happened at home during his senior year of high school, and he protected me by pushing me away.
He spent ten years writing the phrase "not worthy".
This time, it's me chasing him.
Intention: Even if you are in the mud, there will be someone who loves you as before