When Zeng Yu was sixteen, her grandmother passed away.
The night when grandma left, he saw "color" on people for the first time.
Everyone has it, in different shades.
He didn't.
He guessed what the colors were saying by feel.
After more than ten years of guessing, most of them are wrong.
Cheng Ye said, "Fuck with me from now on," and he believed it.
Sun Hao squatted at the foot of the stairs and ate steamed buns. He squatted down and handed over the meal card.
Qian Xiaoyu packed an extra dish every day, and he washed the box and put it back on the corner of her table.
Qin Xue said, "We are a bit similar" and he gave everything he could.
Every time it was taken away, he didn't hate it.
He just wrote that person down.
And then give it again when you meet the next person.
He thought someone would catch him at some point.
Then he actually met someone.
There was no color on her, just as white as him.
She didn't say "you help me", she said "you keep it".
For the first time, he felt like someone was on his side.
Then she was diagnosed with cancer.
Left after half a year.
Before she left, she said, "Have you learned to keep things for yourself?"
He said: "Not yet."
She said: "Then you start learning now."
He studied for a long time.
Finally he learned.
There was a bowl of noodles on the table, still hot.
There is a note pressed on the side of the bowl: "This time I keep it for myself."
Intention: Spend your whole life to prove "I can be left behind", and only in the end do you learn: The only one who can keep you is yourself.