My Love, She Killed Me with Her Own Hands

Shen Xingyu has been trapped in the broken loess ravines of Yuanzhou since his birth. His original family broke up twice, and long-term bullying on campus destroyed all his trust; he went to Fengcheng to study in college, but his friends teamed up to set up a trap to defraud him of all his savings, and he fell into the cold winter with debts. In the boundless darkness, he met Cheng Zishi, and Blue Eucalyptus finally met Shi Huainiao. The two were each other's only salvation. The bond between brother and sister, the tenderness of four loves, only by her side could he shed all his wounds and reveal all his vulnerabilities. He devoted all his efforts to founding an animation club in the hope of earning a stable future. However, his old enemy Qin Hui deliberately set off a cyberattack on the entire Internet, revealing their private identities and humiliating them, and the two were forced to separate. While the two were separated, Lin Wei, a partner of Jincheng Store, pretended to come forward and fully paid Cheng Zishi's operating liabilities, and he calculated step by step under the hypocritical skin of a righteous benefactor. She secretly embezzled the store's profits, forged huge bad debts, and trapped Cheng Zishi with human shackles; the paranoid and twisted possessiveness in her heart was perfectly hidden, and only Shen Xingyu could see through the rotten malice beneath her skin at a glance. His friend Tong Yu was the only gentle and kind person left in troubled times. When he suffered from cardiac arrest due to alcohol abuse and was on the verge of committing suicide three times, he ran around and contacted Cheng Zishi in Jincheng and his family in Yuanzhou, barely keeping him alive. The parents of both parties have long agreed that they will spend the rest of their lives together, and they agreed that after the trivial matters at the Jincheng store are settled, they will go to Yuzhou to settle down and spend their time together. In their free time, they will go to Erya to watch the sunset over Erhai Lake. Shen Xingyu went to Yandu alone to wait. The stress and mental exhaustion day after day completely wore down his body: severe and complex PTSD, bulimia nervosa, irregular heartbeat, and continued damage to his brain nerves. As long as he saw people and things related to Lin Wei, he would feel nauseated. He had already seen through all the conspiracy, but he couldn't bear to break the filter of "benefactor" in Cheng Zishi's heart and swallowed all the grievances, unwillingness and suffering alone. Cheng Zishi was blinded by hypocrisy throughout the whole process, and because of his heavy debt, he delayed his return to Yuzhou time and time again. It was raining heavily in Yandu in midsummer. Cheng Zishi stood in the vast rain and saw him boarding the train bound for Yuzhou, softly asking him to wait patiently. But Shen Xingyu knew deep down in his heart that the love that supported his survival had already been burned out in Yan Du's endless waiting. He rushed alone to the shore of Erya Lake, which they both longed for, guarding a proposal that could never be fulfilled, and finally slept on the deserted shore of Erya Lake. Lin Wei is the cold shackles that lock them for the rest of their lives, but what really slows him down a little bit and consumes all his vitality is the pure and innocent kindness of his lover, but is wantonly exploited by evil people. She never wanted to hurt me, but she killed me with her own hands. Philosophy: The heroine Cheng Zishi is sincere in nature, understanding kindness and righteousness. She was kept in the dark by Lin Wei's hypocrisy throughout the whole process, and she never had any intention of harming the male protagonist. However, out of guilt, she postponed the agreement time and time again, and kept falling into the shackles of human affection. This involuntary concession gradually depleted Shen Xingyu's vitality, which fits the title of the book "My Lover, She Killed Me with Her Own Hands". The intention is clear: kindness lacks defense and bottom line, and will only become a tool for evil people to hurt others, and eventually backfire on those closest to them.