This novel was changed by my own personal experience, describing the cautious and obscure heartbeats on campus, the tender longings buried deep in my heart when I was young and dare not express them aloud. It is a secret love story between two female protagonists on campus. My secret love began with a star-chasing meeting in the seventh grade. It wasn't until the eighth grade that I suddenly understood the feelings in my heart. The heartbeat that was too late made me embark on the long road of restrained secret love. After several attempts, all failed, and my love had already penetrated deep into my heart. However, the other person's heart was straight-hearted, and coupled with the harm I had unintentionally caused in the past, it was difficult for this relationship to bear fruit from the beginning. I tried to retreat to the position of a best friend, but in the end it was difficult to maintain the distance of an ordinary friend, and I could only watch her play with others. I lacked care since I was a child and didn't know how to love. My timidity prevented me from having the courage to confess, so I had to hide my full joy deep in my heart, guarding it silently with only trivial daily care, and clumsily learned how to cherish someone.
Purpose: Based on the real experiences of junior high school, it tells the story of the young and forbearing secret love between two girls, depicts the youthful regret of not being able to love, and reconciles with the timid and sensitive young self.