"I don't love him anymore."
I can't feel the word "love" anymore. It's like being separated by a thick layer of ice, visible but intangible.
"Xiao Yan, ask me if it's a loss. It's not a loss. It's just that I'm not the one accompanying you."
Loving you to the end means putting you back together from the pieces, and then giving you a complete life that doesn't require me.
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Lin Xingyi threw the house key to Yan Mu, arranged his escape, and then went to the beach alone. After smoking the last cigarette, I threw my head back and fell into the sea. Didn't look back.
By the time Yan Emu caught up with him, it was already too late. He pressed his chest in the ambulance until his hand almost broke, and the first aid instrument made that long, piercing sound. He didn't wake up.
Later, Yan Emu saw a sentence on the note he left - "Xiao Yan, I put you back together from the pieces. Now that you've put it together, you can go on your own."
He transformed a child who was abused until his personality was broken into a person who can laugh, make trouble and act coquettishly. The most ironic thing was that he realized that he didn't love him anymore.
Love is not only great when it is given. When love is exhausted, letting go is the last tenderness.
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"I will be a girl in my next life. I will give birth to a little Yan for you."
"If you don't wake up, I'll take it as your promise."
Concept: Some love is meant to say goodbye.