The price of ending pain is the loss of life
We are each other's soul mates, we are the vines that entwine each other
Even if you turn into ashes, I will never forget you
When Nan Xuening was 3 years old, her father abandoned her and her brother, sister, and mother. When she was 4 years old, her mother said she wanted to commit suicide. Little Nan Xuening cried and begged her mother not to leave, but her mother never left her. She lived in pain like this. The mainstay of the family was her brother who worked outside. It was not until Nan Xuening was in the second year of junior high school that her mother remarried. That was the first time she met Gu Xueyi. Gu Xueyi became her sister. Her appearance was an accident and God's will, and Gu Xueyi was also a painful person. Her mother passed away when she was a child, so she could not get maternal love and could not feel love. Her father only loved her in action, but she could not feel it when she was a child. When she grew up, she realized that her father loved her but in the wrong way. Nan Xuening's existence made her feel unprecedented warmth. Two weak and painful girls redeemed each other. Our story begins, but the emotional run-in and family. This relationship is so complicated. The pain is greater than the love
When Nan Xuening's father called her when she graduated from high school, she began to distance herself from everyone, including Gu Xueyi...
Nan Xuening returned to China 3 years later. She wanted to have a new relationship with her sister, but Gu Xueyi was always angry with her for abandoning her 3 years ago.
As things piled up and things resolved, Nan Xuening wanted to start over with Gu Xueyi, but Gu Xueyi said, "You are not sensible, and I am not sensible either as a sister. What will my father and aunt think?"
The painful mold spread in my heart and spread throughout my heart. Nan Xuening was sensitive and fragile and could not endure the painful torture. In addition, Gu Xueyi refused to reunite with this relationship.
That night was Nan Xuening's birthday, and she wanted to use her birthday to get back together with Gu Xueyi
Gu Xueyi resisted her tears and refused, silently comforting herself in her heart: "It hurts a little, but I can still bear it."
No entanglement, no sobbing, just silent tears and rain
12:17 minutes. This number happens to be Nan Xuening's birthday, and she has completely ended her pain.
She took two bottles of sleeping pills at 12:07, and when she was very sleepy, she took another bottle of sleeping pills. She felt like vomiting and couldn't bear it. She had not eaten anything before taking the sleeping pills, and she was suffering from advanced gastric cancer.
Bitter.
"Dream, just a little longer"
Purpose: I want to end the pain, but the price of ending the pain is losing my life