Guagua is Shushu's best friend, and Guagua likes her from the beginning after they met in high school, because she understands that Shushu cannot have such thoughts about her, but when she hears her say "If you are a boy, I will definitely marry you," she still fantasizes about her future. Haha... It's funny, how could I still remember the words I didn't mean for a long time. Forget it, that's how it started, the connection was broken from the beginning. Guagua didn't know how to really let go of this relationship, she didn't know how to grasp this friendship, let alone how she would face Xiaoshu. Guagua's love was destined to be the ending of be from the beginning, and then she was trapped and pulled on herself for the next four or five years...
Closing ears is not bait:
This is not a continuous and logical story. This is a person's emotions that cannot be expressed verbally. It can be said to be a diary, not a text.
What it wants to say is the dead end of secret love, the obsession of a self-inflicted person with feelings, and an unsolvable problem.
It's probably Guagua's emotional diary. She is happy with her, but she only has feelings between friends, but Guagua doesn't know how to let go.
In short, if you happen to read this article, please forgive me for my clumsy writing style. It is just the voice of one person's diary and cannot create a story that I like to hear.
Intention: Let go of your obsessions, see yourself clearly, and get out of the trap.