My Lover Is Already Summer

I have always felt that I have the most beautiful brother in the world. When others see him for the first time, they are always amazed by his appearance. He was born extremely well, with a clean and gentle look. A pair of eyes are clear and translucent, like containing crushed starlight, sparkling and so clean that they are not stained by any secular dust. Her skin is cold white, translucent and delicate, cool and clean. She has short, thick, black hair that falls softly and smoothly, and her eyebrows are delicate and gentle. Although she has a slim figure, from a distance, she looks even more delicate and beautiful than a gentle girl. But under this soft and delicate skin, there are completely opposite hot muscles. He is never as weak as he looks, but he loves exercise very much. Day after day of persistence, he lost his thinness and developed a body of neat and strong muscles. The shoulders are straight and broad, the lines are smooth and powerful, and the youthful youthfulness and the toughness after exercise are perfectly integrated. Although he has a gentle and fragile face that is praised by everyone, he has a powerful young aura in his every move. Gentleness and strength miraculously blend in him, making him unique. But in my heart, this face that amazes everyone is his least worth mentioning advantage. The good looks in his skin are fleeting, but the preciousness in his bones is the light that is engraved in his bones and will never dissipate. He is extremely kind, gentle and sincere to his core. He would carefully pick up and bandage the injured kittens and puppies on the roadside and feed them; when he saw strangers in trouble, he would always lend a helping hand silently and never show off. He is transparent and intelligent, and his family never has to worry about his studies. He is calm and rational when encountering problems. He can always quickly sort out his clues and solve problems. He is transparent and sensible at a young age, far ahead of his peers. He is extraordinarily brave, not afraid of setbacks and difficulties. He gets up when he falls. He never flinches when encountering wind and rain. He is always magnanimous and enthusiastic and grows towards the sun. With good looks, strong body, intelligence, kindness, bravery and purity, my brother has almost all the beautiful qualities. He is the pride of the whole family, someone else's child in the neighborhood, and the relative I am most proud of in my life. I always thought that such an outstanding young man would have a prosperous future, a bright future, and all the beauty and tenderness in the world. I have imagined his future countless times, imagining him growing up, traveling to mountains and seas, meeting gentleness, and living his life safely and smoothly. I also secretly hope that when I get married and start a career, I will take good care of this younger brother who has always been shining brightly. For my wedding, he started busy long in advance. He helped me decorate my wedding room, handle trivial matters, and comfort me when I was nervous. He was gentle and attentive throughout the process, and he never complained after he was busy. On the wedding day, he wore a neat suit, and his eyebrows were still clear and beautiful, even more dazzling than usual. He blessed me with a smile, his eyes full of tenderness, and seriously told me that my sister should be happy forever. The sun was just right that day, the hall was full of guests, the gongs and drums were noisy, and the sky was full of joy. Everyone was cheering and celebrating my wedding, and everyone was wishing me success in the rest of my life. The scene was extremely lively and joyful. But no one thought that this grand wedding that everyone envied would be the biggest nightmare of my life. At a moment when everyone was laughing and toasting in celebration, my beautiful, kind, smart, brave brother, who was supposed to have a bright future, jumped from a tall building. The sound of crashing to the ground shredded all the joy and noise. In an instant, the gongs and drums stopped, the laughter fell silent, and the joy in the sky turned into a biting chill, wrapping my whole body tightly. I wore a white wedding dress, stood in a sea of ​​flowers, wore a ring that symbolized perfection, and had the happy life that everyone said. But I lost forever, the best brother in the world. That beautiful face that amazes the world will never look at me with a smile again. Those sparkling eyes filled with starlight will never shine for me again. The young man with his muscular body and who always bravely protected me will always be on my wedding day. Everyone said that my wedding was grand and successful, and that the rest of my life would be stable and happy. But only I know that on the most festive day of my life, the most precious light in my life was completely extinguished. In the countless days and nights that followed, I often stared at the empty room in a daze. I have never understood how much unknown grievances, pain and despair my younger brother, who is so gentle, so excellent, and always born toward the sun, must have accumulated so much unknown grievance, pain, and despair that he would choose to give up his whole world on the happiest day of his sister's life. I had the success of my wedding, but I lost my youth, my confidence, and my whole world forever. For the rest of my life, year after year, happiness will be shared by others, but regrets will remain with me forever. Concept: This is an extremely gentle person, the most silent and broken tragic secret love story.