Qin Tongzhan, I met him in college and became close friends because of my stalking. I have been thinking about why I like him so much. In terms of appearance, he is indeed not as good as the Yingying Yanyan next to me. He is just gentler and colder. Of course, appearance is too superficial. I like the way he reads quietly in the library with a book in his hands, the way he frowns slightly when he writes about difficult problems, and the way he stands alone in an inconspicuous corner at a sports meeting and carefully watches the game. It's just a pity that he is a straight man.
I haven't encountered any major setbacks since I was a child, but when I was pursuing him, I got through it all. I clung to him like a dog-skin plaster. I knew I was shameless. It was obvious that he could find a woman to get married and have children and live a normal life, but I couldn't let go. I knew that once I missed it, it would never happen again, so I wanted to give it a try.
He doesn't want to, but so what, the sovereignty of this relationship is in my hands.
If you like someone but the other person doesn't want to, can you destroy him? Humanitarianism is definitely negative, but I can't control that much.
I know it's very immature for me as a 26-year-old to make this decision, but... It's him, and this is the only time in my life that I've been impulsive, and I will spend my whole life making up for him.
(Although it was forced in the early stage and there was a crematorium in the middle, the attack in the later stage also suffered retribution, almost like a mental disorder)
Purpose: On the importance of good communication