Qu Gong's life was originally full of sunshine, and her family was well off. She practiced classical dance since she was a child, and she was bright and confident.
But a sudden family accident shattered all stability. Arguments and bruises ensued, and bruises were hidden under the sleeves.
After transferring to a new school, her outstanding appearance and withdrawn personality made her a target of school bullies. Cold violence, pushing and endless ostracism made it through junior high school and into the second year of high school.
In the gloomy youth, she saw a young man from a distance. I only found out that his surname was Shen, but I didn't even know his full name.
This distant glance became the only spark in her dark life.
The long-term depression and pain overwhelmed her spirit, and severe depression came to her door. Qu Gong had no choice but to drop out of school.
After seeking medical treatment, in order to support herself, she hid on the Internet and became an online game companion, hiding all her vulnerabilities behind the screen.
A few years later, Mr. Shen found the studio owner, took the initiative to talk to her for the first time, and became her friend.
He quietly stayed up late playing games with her, patiently catching her late at night when her mood broke down again and again.
Later, he sent a little milk cat.
Qu Gong named the kitten: Zhen. Sincerity and sincerity are the rare warmth in her barren life.
With the cat's company and his long-term tenderness, she gradually got out of depression and finally had the courage to live well.
But just before dawn, Mr. Shen suddenly passed away.
He entrusted it to his boss in advance and left her a long, thick handwritten letter.
The letter is filled with the silent gazes of my youth, the silent concerns of many years, and the lifelong regret of not being able to keep the appointment.
The kitten is still docile and snuggled, but the light that illuminated the darkness of her half-life will never come back.
Purpose: This article tells the story of the heroine Qu Gong, who experienced family changes and campus bullying, fell into severe depression, and reunited with a boy named Shen who she had a crush on when she was young on the Internet as an adult. The young man accompanied her out of the darkness through the Internet cable, and died suddenly when life was about to usher in the dawn, leaving only a long letter. The story is intended to depict trauma and redemption, to write about the sudden warmth in life and the lifelong regret of not having time to stay together, and to explore the meaning of short-term light in a dark life.