"I did whatever it took to make my wife give up seeking death, and I turned around to seek death, but suddenly I returned to the time when he had a crush on me and no one knew about it."
Li Panran's desire to die was so strong that he was like a kite with its string cut off between life and death, with almost no room for turning around.
Fortunately, he still loved me, and after using some dirty tricks, I tied a hairspring on the kite. Although it was fragile, I was sure it would be enough to keep him alive after I left.
Life is boring, only love and pain are interesting. The pain of the past, chewed over and over again, has become unbearable, and love makes me unwilling to drag Li Panran into the abyss again.
Close your eyes and wake up to the noise of people. Standing on the playground ten years ago, it suddenly felt like an old dream, but I saw Li Panran taking a physical education class. He was still young.
A typical first-person diary account, a short story about self-cutting a leg, please be careful to avoid lightning!
Jiang Xu×Li Panran
Dark-bellied and innocent × obedient fool
Intention: Self-reliance and self-reliance, making yourself happy is meaningful