When I was fifteen years old, I left my hometown and went to Nancheng. I was deeply lonely and inferior in the unfamiliar and prosperous city until I met Lu Shinian. Everyone calls him Twenty, and he was the one who redeemed my entire youth.
For countless long nights under the stars and moon, we stayed in the small courtyard and talked all night long, exposing our weaknesses and healing each other. We personally shaped each other's outlook on life and became each other's most irreplaceable support. Others lamented that we were too close, but I was ignorant and believed that this was just a pure and flawless friendship between close friends.
When I entered a new school in a different place, I fell in love with the senior who was out of reach, and told all the bitterness of my secret love to Twenty Listeners. He was my eternal escape route. But when I learned that he was in love, a surge of sadness and possessiveness suddenly hit me. For the first time, I couldn't tell the boundary between friendship and love.
After we grow up, we each have lovers. After going through the ups and downs of the world, we finally realize that we are true love for each other for life. But the shackles of reality are so entangled that it has long been impossible to escape with dignity.
Twenty is gentle but cowardly, repeatedly swinging and pulling between two relationships. A marriage forced by lifelong infertility, a marriage contract, and a child trap us in endless sadomasochism. Lies and human nature are exposed layer by layer, draining the sincerity and time of the two women.
Twenty years of romantic entanglement, deep love eventually turned into obsession, and companionship turned into disaster. Finally, I cut off all ties, reconciled with the past, and said goodbye to obsessions. This encounter that began in midsummer ended with regrets for half a life, and fell into the dust in the evening breeze, and each of them was relieved for the rest of their lives. .
Intention: It starts with being full of confidants, and ends with the dilemma of human nature, leaving only relief for the rest of my life.