When he was young, Wutong in Laoxiang was the only light in Lin Yu's gloomy childhood. Fu Yeheng was the one who protected him without reservation. The two made countless small and tender promises, and agreed to go to the distance together to enjoy the sunset and the sea. But when he was eleven years old, Fu Yeheng suddenly disappeared from the world without leaving a single word. Lin Yu was left alone to guard the alleys of fallen leaves and failed expectations, and survived the long years alone.
For eleven years, Lin Yu was trapped in a cage of memories, pulled day and night. In countless sleepless nights, he silently recited the name engraved in his bones and blood over and over again. While indulging in the fragments of youthful warmth, he desperately forced himself to avoid and forget. The long wait and failure had worn away all his confidence, and his inferiority complex, fear and unwillingness were piled up. He buried all the memories related to Fu Yeheng deep in his heart and built up a thick defense, thinking that he would never meet again in this life.
But fate suddenly struck, and an unexpected encounter pushed the two of them to face each other again. The moment he saw Fu Yeheng again, the emotions accumulated for eleven years collapsed instantly, but Lin Yu suppressed the surging thoughts and insisted on pretending that he had never met him before. He deliberately avoided the other party's probing eyes, denied acquaintance with cold and distant words, and tried his best to prevent Fu Yeheng from thinking about the past.
He didn't dare to let Fu Yeheng remember the bond of his youth. The pain of parting without saying goodbye eleven years ago had already been engraved in his fabric. He was afraid of bringing up the past again, and he was even more afraid of a fruitless separation after a brief reunion. Instead of exposing his scars and suffering disappointment again, it would be better for Fu Yeheng to treat him as a passer-by and seal up all the heartbeats and grievances hidden in his heart.
The story unfolds from Lin Yu's broken and sensitive inner perspective, describing a one-way obsession that spans eleven years, and depicts the contradictions and cowardice in love of those who lack love: while longing for the lost tenderness, while fearing to be left behind again, the truth is hidden under the disguise of indifference, with nowhere to rest and dare not express it in words.
Purpose: From a paranoid and broken inner perspective, describe the trapped heart of sensitive people who lack love.